Feeling like you’re not good enough for someone is a very difficult feeling to lose. It doesn’t matter if it’s true or not.
I forget this outlet exists sometimes. I get too caught up in my head or my music to care enough to transfer those thought here in text form.
I gave up on that private journal thing for anyone keeping up with this. Someone is keeping up with this. I’m not depressed.
I keep finding ways to tell myself I was never good enough for her. It’s not true. I don’t think it’s true. Knowing the truth doesn’t really change this kind of feeling, though.
I should find either a way to stop thinking completely or start believing the truth.